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Monday, March 26th, 2007
12:54 pm

indian tonic water


your brain


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Monday, February 20th, 2006
12:52 pm

it's time to slow down
it's time to close your eyes
leave your worries and your troubles all behind
it's been a long day
but you've seen it coming on and it's gone
you started off today
wanna make a change
tired of living tihs life in the same way
you wanna move on but someone is keeping you down
and that mirror it don't tell liars
your youth is passing you before your eyes
and everyday you search for hope
but you already know you gotta let it, gotta let it go
gotta let it gotta let it go
if you want someone to love you like there's no tomorrow
you gotta let it go
been held down since you said 'ok'
it's time to grow now
time to change your ways
and losing love is hard to bear
but there's someone who wants to share what you love
but you gotta let it gotta let it go
gotta let it go gotta let it go
if you want someone to love you like there's no tomorrow
you gotta let it gotta let it go
gotta let it gotta let it go
if you want somone to love you like there's no more tomorrow
let it go

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Saturday, January 14th, 2006
3:02 pm
kirini_tunnel ADD:
to your friends list in myspace.

current mood: bored

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Thursday, December 29th, 2005
10:58 pm
kirini_tunnel join my myspace! : http://www.myspace.com/linksgreenhat

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Saturday, November 26th, 2005
12:55 pm - 5tr4f

the subject line was produced by my head falling on the keyboard... i'm 20 hours into my 24 workday...

and in the words of barney gumble...

"dont cry for me for i am already dead"

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Saturday, November 19th, 2005
4:48 pm
kirini_tunnel I need a Job

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Wednesday, September 28th, 2005
4:18 am

Sexual problems
Time Together

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Monday, May 9th, 2005
9:57 am
kirini_tunnel Happy Birth Day Joe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

current mood: Sith

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Sunday, February 6th, 2005
2:05 am

it's weird, when you're so busy you forget to feel sad....or happy. you just sort of go with it. but now I'm starting to have time to relax, and it's kinda weird. because I shouldn't be relaxing; I've got more work looming over my head now then I did when I 'worked' a lot.

I was properly yelled at for being self-loathing when I've got life too well and don't do anything to help others. yeah. I really should be more appreciative. anyone know any good thereaputic books or anything like that?

oh, and the past few days I've just been wanting to lay on my bed and listen to Placebo and Radiohead simply because it seems so cliché and generic-college student to do....and then I remember, it'd be more precise to say generic-1990s-college student, and then I wonder about the passage of time, and before I know it, I've thought so much I forgot what the hell I was writing about.

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Wednesday, January 19th, 2005
12:46 am - fuck you diary, fuck you

dear diary,

i just want you to know that i've been busy the whole day and also that, i'm feeling rather shitty.
that's all.

good night.

current mood: angry

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Monday, January 17th, 2005
3:08 pm - Silence.

Hello. I just joined. I'll put this as an intro:

It used to be
That when I was with you
I felt safe.
And now
I just want you to leave me to my own devices
Let me choose my own death.
Stop making me explain to you
What I can't understand about myself.
I'll live
And you'll leave me behind
Or I'll die
And I'll die alone.

current mood: disappointed

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Monday, January 3rd, 2005
1:27 am - readysetgo

here it comes:


what are they? if the opportunity for something good comes along, you'll need to be armed with reminders of your past failings.. disguised as a "list of improvements," of course. you know how it goes.

i'll go first:

1 realize that college isn't it
two read more often
12/4 understand love better
4our take better care of others
cinco be honest..
VI be willing to advance
53V3N play "standard" mode on ddr

now you.

current mood: really very tired

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Sunday, January 2nd, 2005
11:49 pm - anniversary of a catastrophe

of all the days of the year, i think i hate my birthday the most. they used to be such fun, i ate cake and brought a gaggle of friends to the house and everything was great. but as my birthday draws nearer and nearer, i find myself just staring into the mirror and thinking "congratulations, you're older." it's like getting an award for breathing, except now that i'm older and the things i want cost more than the things i used to want, it's more like just breathing. i'm 21 in ten days. by all accounts 21's supposed to be the big one, right? the last big important birthday, the last one you actually look forward to. but i feel like it's just going to pass by like any other day. what an anticlimax.

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9:15 pm - Let's hope it's a good one, without any fear...

Happy New Years. Is everyone too sad to update, or did some of you go and get lives? Cause, it's a new year, and the community should survive. Now, if only I had something more substantial to say...

current mood: stoned

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Saturday, December 25th, 2004
8:14 pm - introduction?

Happy Holidays? Is there such a thing? It used to be I genuinely liked them. And then, it was mild distate....which gave way to a full on assault of bitterness. But now, the past few years, I have been okay to indifferent on it. And I'm only 18. I was lucky though: myself and my cousin were in charge of the mimosas, or rather, she was, and, well, that's what I drank. Don't get me wrong: I am young, and a fairly inexperienced drinker, but after my first quarter at college it was just enough to get me buzzed and make it okay. But what if I hadn't had the mimosas and the occassional other things? (some ancient peach schnapps and some Slovakian vodka, etc)

I don't know. I don't know what to say. I mean, I am happy to-day, which I know I shouldn't be posting in this community, but I don't know if the happiness is genuine or not. Truth is, I've been living in an existentialist crisis for the past while. I suppose that's what prompted me to join. I don't know. But, um, I just wanted to come here and possibly meet some people who I could quietly relate to and possibly interact with in this increasingly sterile society. Wow, now if this intro post isn't pretentious or reek of things I didn't want it reeking of, I don't know what it is. But, um....yeah. Cheers.

current mood: okay

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